08/10/2017

 My heart contains the Sea
My mind contains the Sky

And yet I am an empty shell
And hollow cloud
Whose fingers trespass the foam
Letting the sand escape
Through the air and roam

I shall not find myself 
As much as the particles flying
All across the Universe
For I am whole and none.

 I have waited for you for a thousand years
And another thousand years I shall wait
As the rivers of my love flow to you 
I guess you know when we fell in love
Because all those centuries ago
The whole cosmos was in synch
Like the radio wave that is caught
And we gleamed like nebulae
Just for finding our galaxies

 Damn you, wishful thing, you bring me so many beautiful visions that will never happen. :(

(28thMay)

Don't forget us. 

Whitney Houston

 I'm not Whitney Houston: I will not always love you."😂

 Sometimes I miss you so hard that I feel I would rather not be alive than to know that you will never like me and get back to talk to me.

 I was wrong and so was everyone else. It was just a collective craze.

You and I paid the price.

 If you ever try to return, just show me a vanilla orchid. It will be enough to start with.

 I wish I had died in the womb when she fell on the stairs.

 I cannot give you up

I don't care if you don't exist

I know what I feel

So I'm believing you will

 Pull me in, pull me under

Under your skin

Where I can remember

How to begin

A love so tender

When nothing is mean 

And we can surrender

(30th April)

 I love you little bird, we're always together, aren't we? :) thanks for showing up today on by the window and reminding me.

 It seems it's been months and yet ...
one day I'll forget just like you, won't I?
It's the fair thing to happen.
Though life is never fair and if it ever was nothing should have gone so wrong and ended like it did, and we'd all be together and living in peace, love and harmony.

 Why are you so afraid? Desire, when is big, overcomes any fear.

I miss you, beloved one

 I miss you more when the day ends and the sun sets, and the birds fly back home. Then your face comes to mind, your portraits in black and white, the chiaroscuro that I love, the dark and the light, your eyes telling me of us. 

It was a kind of sweet sorrow and a hope for a tomorrow, that now that you left me I know it will never come. 

 I fell in love with someone who doesn't love me and that says a lot about me. I hadn't fallen in love with someone who didn't love me since I was a teenager. 

 Please come back to me, I can't live without you, never could.

 I am a human being, not a human doing, thank you very much!

 You knew you were vital to me and yet you never bothered if I died. 

Busy

 It could be just you and me making love, but you are too busy working. 

I am just busy thinking of you.

Abandonment

 We could've been so happy together, but you never wanted me. Now I feel like dying just because I will never be with you. 

They all just abandoned me here.