Sunday 31 March 2024

Are you truly happy?

 You're trying to do what you like best and having fun while doing it. That's a formula to live day by day in society and you've invented quite a good life for yourself. You've managed to get some money too while doing what you love, working and having fun sometimes, even taking holidays with the wifey, visiting also the family, having some fun and relaxing as well. You got it all figured out. You found you're passion for making your job and you made it party of it. You got yourself a house and a car and you're even thinking of having kids one day. Aren't you so happy now? It's all I could've wished for you, a nice joyful life doing whatever you like. You deserve it, right? You made an effort to get it. You worked really hard to achieve it. And most importantly, you didn't step on anyone or left anyone behind, did you now? 

Yeah, I wished this last bit was true too. 

Saturday 30 March 2024

My Man

 I didn't ask you to sing that song, but you did it thinking I was going to be happy about it. I didn't understand that, I didn't know you cared for me and I didn't know I would develop strong feelings for you later on. You didn't sing the song I asked you afterwards when I paid for it. I really thought you never cared for me at all and it was just as she used to say that you guys only liked wben we were supporting you and after you wouldn't even care if we're still alive. 

The truth is that since I loved you and then fell in love with you, you were always my man, the one and only, and i couldn't think of no one else or want to be with anyone else but you. I don't think I will ever love again anyone, because I will always love you and miss you every second of my life. 

Wednesday 27 March 2024

I'm sorry I have hurt you

 I'm really sorry for hurting you. If I could, I would have never come across you.

Monday 25 March 2024

A bunch of self-interested people

 People aren't into love and care, they are only into their own interests and who can provide them. 

That's why I don't talk to people anymore. 

Thursday 21 March 2024

 We're all insane. But some of us know it and even so it doesn't make it better.

Thursday 14 March 2024

Some people

 Some people won't give up on you, no matter what you do and some give up on you at the first problem. 

Sunday 10 March 2024

 dressing is so out of fashion 

Life isn't easy

 I can't remember a time when life was easy. Not even when I was a baby. I got beaten so hard and was forbidden to do everything and got very sick sometimes too.

And as I grew up it still remained the same bloody shit. All because of the people who made me so bad and so wrong things, since congenital problems to acquired. So poor, so mistreated, so poorly nurtured in every way.


 we burned through fire itself
just to get to the other side
both of us, ashes at flight
that before were cinder
in disguise 

Friday 8 March 2024

  'Just in case you ever foolishly forget; I'm never not thinking of you.' - Virginia Woolf