And you can't even care about me ...

That's All I Ask - Jeff Buckley

 Don't try to blow out the sun for me, baby

I'm not hopin' for what I know can't be

All that I ask is for your smile each day

Nothing in this world would be too good for you

I'll give you love that will never go away

Yes, I will

Yes, I will

Because, girl, I wouldn't ask you to lift up this great big world, little baby
I know you're not that kind of a girl
Never mind now with your heart, how much is old?
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody,
Nobody, nobody, knows

How deep my love for you really goes
Yes, girl, I want you to know

I wouldn't ask you to hold back the dawn light of dawn
Baby, that's just a little too much to ask of anyone

Each day you are the only one and everything that matters to me

 Yes, every day you sleep in my dream
and you wake up in my smile
And I love you not for the moment
not even just for a while
I'm in love with you for the ride
Ten thousand mile of an infinite path
Each day we're in each other's mind

You're the only thing that makes sense
you're everything to me
you're the star and I'm the moon
you're the sea and I'm the mermaid

I only feel what comes from you
otherwise I don't feel nothing at all
because you're the only thing that exists.

Everyone says the sun and the moon can't be together....

But aren't they in the same sky? 

Garden of Trust

 Flowers and animals everywhere
jumping around happy as can be
I have not seen any bees though
but I'm sure they're somewhere 

Trees and greenery all over
remembering the green in your eyes
thankfully no snakes around
but I'm sure they're lurking

Creeks and puddles now and then
splashing the vegetation and beings
looking up to the sky it's clear
but I'm sure clouds will amount. 

 Now that time is running out
I'm sure I did everything for everyone I could
and said everything I should have
and I hope you too know even what I failed to say
exactly as in your way.

Don't forget: I've always loved you forever.

 Can you believe that I miss telling you that I love you?
(me, who used to not say that so easily and frequently to anyone...)

heheh

Goddamn it I love you so much, my dear everyday beloved

Belonging

 How can I feel that I belong entirely to someone who apparently doesn't exist?

Is the need to belong so deeply rooted and strong in me that I've fallen in this illusion construct? 

 One can't burn forever,
I'm burning out...


(adrenals burning)

Deep and Wide

 Do you know how much I love you
my little darling
my beloved one?

It is as deep as the cut of the samurai's seppuku 
and as wide as the expansion of the universe.