I love you little bird, we're always together, aren't we? :) thanks for showing up today on by the window and reminding me.

 It seems it's been months and yet ...
one day I'll forget just like you, won't I?
It's the fair thing to happen.
Though life is never fair and if it ever was nothing should have gone so wrong and ended like it did, and we'd all be together and living in peace, love and harmony.

 Why are you so afraid? Desire, when is big, overcomes any fear.

I miss you, beloved one

 I miss you more when the day ends and the sun sets, and the birds fly back home. Then your face comes to mind, your portraits in black and white, the chiaroscuro that I love, the dark and the light, your eyes telling me of us. 

It was a kind of sweet sorrow and a hope for a tomorrow, that now that you left me I know it will never come. 

 I fell in love with someone who doesn't love me and that says a lot about me. I hadn't fallen in love with someone who didn't love me since I was a teenager. 

 Please come back to me, I can't live without you, never could.

 I am a human being, not a human doing, thank you very much!

 You knew you were vital to me and yet you never bothered if I died. 

Busy

 It could be just you and me making love, but you are too busy working. 

I am just busy thinking of you.

Abandonment

 We could've been so happy together, but you never wanted me. Now I feel like dying just because I will never be with you. 

They all just abandoned me here.