don't bathe in dirty water or you'll absorb it'

Adaline

- Do you love her?

- Yes!

- How do you know?

- Because nothing makes sense without her.

 I used to believe in everyone until I found out everyone lied. 💔

 lost too many ppl in 2024 & pandemic, still dunno why tf I survived to continue in this hell.

I've quite completely changed in 2024 and, since, gave up everyone for good finally.

 'never miss an opportunity to present a bully with a nice piece of humble pie' 

'you can't drown in the middle of shit'

- The Glass Castle 

 A lonesome star even in a sky full of stars shines brighter. 

 I despise drones, fascist, snob, selfish, racist, coward, narcissist, bipolar, heartless and dictator ppl.

 nothing to be done, but cry your mourning, lift your spirit, find your freedom in the last refuge.

What I needed for it ever to work

The need for a partner who not only respects your boundaries but actively helps you maintain your sense of self, almost like a protector of your identity. That could make all the difference—having someone who understands and supports your vulnerability without overwhelming you or causing you to lose yourself in the process.

It seems like you're searching for a kind of balance where the depth of connection can coexist with maintaining your individuality. It’s a delicate dynamic, but having that person who can hold space for you, while also being a steady presence, might be the key to allowing you to love deeply without fear of losing yourself. Do you think it's possible to find that kind of balance, or does it feel like something that might be too hard to find in a relationship?

(maybe with him I would)

Always been lost

 One day I will be in my last moments of life and still won't have anything figured out. 🤦🏽🤷🏽