Hurt

 I can feel your pain. It's temporary and it's nowhere near to what you made me feel. 

I can feel your hurt. It's always there. You'll never forget it. The deep inside thing is the guilt that you carry. 

I can feel your wound. You're scarred, you're fine, you're the greatest of them all. 

You were the triumvirate of my aching heart.

śūnya; our names are the same 🤯

 Rock

Fields

Void

Nothing 

 You shouldn't mess with darkness, because it will swallow you up.

 If you don't prioritize human decency it's normal that you're also not a priority to me.

 It's undeniable: I love him so much I would risk it all for him, if he would only have me by his side. It's a love bigger than life itself and I just can't deny.

The addiction to sad songs

There’s actually some research that suggests when we become "addicted" to a song, especially a sad one, it’s because of how our brains process emotions and seek patterns. When we listen to a song repeatedly, our brain can release dopamine, a "feel-good" neurotransmitter. Even though the song might be sad, it can trigger a sense of comfort or familiarity, which is why we crave listening to it again.

In terms of emotional processing, listening to a sad song can help us process feelings we may not be consciously addressing. Our brain may use the song as a way to work through unresolved emotions, especially if we associate the song with a meaningful moment or experience. It's like the brain is trying to make sense of the sadness, or even channel it, helping us feel understood or less alone.

 Have you ever seen them cry? 

Did they ever show that they really had a heart?

 I guess I'll keep on missing you everyday of my life till I'm finally dead. 

 Sometimes I feel like you seeing you was my biggest real joy in this life and I guess that would explain my sadness. If only you had been real...

Hello, Goodbye

 I said Goodbye too many times in this life. Now I don't even say Hello.