You're gonna have a relationship with him, aren't you? I hope you can avoid breaking his heart, but I guess that him knowing the kind of man that you are also helps, he's just another one fascinated by you until. Good riddance, old chap. I'm sorry you have to go through everything even knowing that you are the one who will want it. It's all a rigged scheme and we don't even know it, we're just fckng puppets going around the same shitty cycles not noticing anything.
I'm feeling a bit of an indirect shame, I think...
Also now I thought of how it might seem that I'm always being a cop to you, but believe me, I never wanted all of this feelings and sensations crossing me. I am the one who has been always invaded, since the first time that I didn't know you out of nowhere when she asked about your name. That's the truth.
(and yet he broke it, the repetition of the story, but I don't know for sure)
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