I fell in love with him

 I fell in love with him 

And I struggled against it

So hard that it made me 

Destroy everything

Including myself

And love that he had for me

But I fell in love with him 

And it was in such a manner 

That I couldn't help it

But to miss him everyday

Though he was in mind 

All the time

He became the love of my life

It's the worst thing 

To love someone so much

And never be able to be near

To see him close 

And be held by him

To have this everlasting love

That cannot be fulfilled

To know that he doesn't love me

Like I love him all the way

Despite all the bad that hurts

I just wish I had a real chance

Choice

 I would choose you if you would let me. To have and to hold, to take care of each other and grow old. 

I would choose you if you would let me. To give all the love and attention, as you were as important as the air and the water for us to survive.

I would choose you if you would want me to. So that we could always lean on each other and Stay together forever. 

But you don't want me to and I couldn't ever.

Love

 There was never anyone caring, trustworthy, selfless, who loved me always and forever. Of all who seemed to loved me no one proved me to be real and truthful. All men like, especially to get something and then time passes and their passion too proves to be just a quick flame. I'm only into deep certain forever true love, because otherwise I have already given up romantic love a long time ago. 

 I couldn't ever let you go.

 I can't get over that song.

 I miss you so much. 

 I was never so wrong like with you. 

 I stopped looking at the sky so I would forget you, how foolish was I to forget that you're the air all around my life.

 It's no use, I always care when people I love aren't well, it's a precondition I guess.

Never break us apart

 I would never betray you
I couldn't ever trade you
Because you and I are the same
Wrapped up and intertwined
In a bundle of the same feeling
But I would treat you better
Than I've treated myself before
And we would be so honest
And in tune with us
That no one can stand in-between 

 I do not know what love is, but I know I love you.

 And though I know that I have to let you go and to see you had always been troublesome for me too, I am and will always be waiting for you to return to me and to just see you again.