I fell in love with him

 I fell in love with him 

And I struggled against it

So hard that it made me 

Destroy everything

Including myself

And love that he had for me

But I fell in love with him 

And it was in such a manner 

That I couldn't help it

But to miss him everyday

Though he was in mind 

All the time

He became the love of my life

It's the worst thing 

To love someone so much

And never be able to be near

To see him close 

And be held by him

To have this everlasting love

That cannot be fulfilled

To know that he doesn't love me

Like I love him all the way

Despite all the bad that hurts

I just wish I had a real chance