there's always more to stories than what they're told

Awful

 You were so awful to me and to almost every woman. You destroyed much of my life. You're a devil in disguise. And as you smile to every other gal, I'm pitiful of them if they'll be your next targets to use and discard. 

You are rotten and psychopathic, you play with people's feelings, manipulate everyone, making yourself the victim, because "women are the crazy ones", and you make it in a way the even get to joke about them with others. You slander our names telling everyone we're to blame. I was warned by one of your best gal friends, out of the blue, didn't understand why then. I was just another unsuspicious fool that went down that same yours old sewer drain. 

Real Love

Only truth and vulnerability will lead you to real love.

Guilt

 "Guilt will destroy you" and it has been. Can't wait to die to get rid of everything they made me and also the guilt I feel, especially for having let been led to madness by another person.