My heart bleeds for you, I'm sorry for what I felt I had to do

 Making someone hate you just so there is no chance that she'll love you, because it's impossible and painful for all my lack of conditions, has definitely been the hardest thing I did, especially when we love the person. 

Doomed

How do you explain the inexplicable?

How do you grasp the invisible?

How do you make sense of the illogical?

How do you understand the unreasonable? 

How do you carry on with the unbearable?

How do you hide the unavoidable? 

How do you process the unprocessable?

How do you measure the immeasurable?

How do you break the unbreakable?

 I miss the Sea, for I am his and he is me.

She's Like The Wind - Patrick Swayze

She's like the wind,
Through my tree
She rides the night
Next to me

She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She's taken my heart
But she doesn't know what she's done

Feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league

Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind

I look in the mirror
And all I see
Is a young old man
With only a dream
Am I just fooling myself
That she'll stop the pain?
Living without her
I'd go insane!

I feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league

Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind

I feel your breath in my face
Your body close to me
Can't look in your eyes
You're out of my league

Just a fool to believe (Just a fool to believe)
She's like the wind

(Just a fool to believe) Just a fool to believe
(She's like the wind)

(...)

 No one can take me away from you
and no one can take you away from me
We're inside each other like the soul inside the body
connected like water and earth
flooded by passion.

Only Lovers are Left Alive

 When you spend your whole life dwelling on Love and having it as the most important thing in life, you end up reviewing your definitions and concepts a lot of times throughout it all. 

So, as I was asked to write about this I can now say that, unlike to what I was thinking, I reached an epiphany beyond what I could expect. 

Because yes, there are many kinds of ways to love someone and we all know and seen that. But what I could never noticed truly is how there's something bigger than all these usual and typified kinds of Love. 
There's a Love bigger than Love! And it's not one we choose or want, it just is, beyond everything we know, all dimensions that we're accustomed to. 

Soul Damnation

 If the answer to every question is love
why does everyone still hold on to rage
and hate and sorrow and pain and hurt
and there is no hope for tomorrow?

I have wished that we would be able
to hold on to love and focus on it 
to gather strength to fight life's turmoil
but now I see we're doomed
because it's our soul damnation

We're not only pieces of the same puzzle
but we cannot love ourselves
so we will not love anyone else.

For us, it seems, there's no soul salvation.

A love of my own

 I have loved you 
and adored you
I have worshipped you
and tried to ignore you

But nothing really feels the same anymore

I have dwelt in thoughts of your arms
and your kiss and your heart
I have rendered a thousand dreams
and had so many visions of what we could be

But nothing really feels the same anymore

I'm still here waiting to see whatever happens
though I guess I've lost my momentum
for making you feel my love
because you said you weren't available
some times no more

I wish you'd see what I see
I wish you come running close to me
not in person, because I know we can't,
but sending me a letter that I wouldn't forget.

Burn

Don't crash, just burn
Don't reborn as a phoenix, just combust as the crow
Burn your fire for no witness
Every second that you just burn
Hyperadrenaline it's always your turn
Burn your fire for every witness

Epiphanies

 So I've learned lately
that thoughts are stronger than belief itself
and that seeing you crumble and cry
didn't make me lose any respect for you
on the contrary, it made the feeling stronger
than I could ever imagine our link could fly.

Though I still don't know why you can't love me..
WAIT... as I wrote this I've just realized:
it's not that you love them all more than me,
no, it's just that pure true love is something else
that once opened and unchained its precious lock
nothing in the universes can withstand...
is it that?

Oh gosh, it's the dawn advancing again 
and there becomes the windmill in the brain
restarting just for another day to play the game

I wonder if I've been losing all this time?
WAIT : as I wrote I've just realized,
I'm having epiphanies so some victories are mine ;)