Friday, 2 July 2021

I am here for you

 Yes, I can guide you
I know I'm stronger now
everything will be better
as long as we focus 
and turn it into as simple
as it can be

Every problem
every little thing
we'll manage together
I'm right here for you

Whenever you feel like it
I'll keep you in my arms
I'll hold till all is calm
No worries can afflict us
Not anymore. 

I belong to you 
in the most peculiar way
bond to the core of the soul
So every ounce of me is yours
Everything that I am
Everything that I've been
Everything I'll be
Is yours to keep
Only yours 
No one else.

Sunday, 27 June 2021

 (accompanied by selfportrait on Instagram) "bewitched, bothered and bewildered", maybe I'm baffled by the way you invasively decoded me too in this historic romance type and maybe I'm amazed how everyone of yours came surrounding and questioning me and the feeling grew into limitless and the belonging on the chest feels like siamese and silence and even in absence and distance the most precious understanding and bond... yeah, f*cking crazy but that is it pretty much.

Monday, 21 June 2021

Come Away With Me - Norah Jones

 Come away with me in the night

Come away with me
And I will write you a song

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies

I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come

Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me

(brought tears to my eyes right now)

Sad Clown

 For the first time I have hurt someone so much
and I'm the one who's feeling distrust
like everybody's having a laugh at my expense
like I'm some crazy character that showed up
just to entertain everyone else

I wish I had really found true hearted people
who were open for love and its glory
and not being bullied all the time

But returning to mankind has proved to be awful again
because people are so afraid and not truthful and open

I know everyone's supposed to be on different stages
and some never even pass through stages at all
and I know I'm the breaker of it all
the one who comes and plants a mirror right on their faces

I wish I hadn't listened when someone told me 
that it's good to come back to mankind
I mean, after years of being in reflection 
didn't I remember everything I've learned?

Why did I think it was okay to go with the flow?
Now I've just been feeling so sad 
for having absorbed everyone's feelings too
and my heart feels a bit broken as well.

Thursday, 17 June 2021

My heart bleeds for you, I'm sorry for what I felt I had to do

 Making someone hate you just so there is no chance that she'll love you, because it's impossible and painful for all my lack of conditions, has definitely been the hardest thing I did, especially when we love the person. 

Monday, 31 May 2021

Doomed

How do you explain the inexplicable?
How do you grasp the invisible?
How do you make sense of the illogical?
How do you understand the unreasonable? 
How do you carry on with the unbearable?
How do you hide the unavoidable? 
How do you process the unprocessable?
How do you measure the immeasurable?
How do you break the unbreakable?

Thursday, 20 May 2021

Monday, 17 May 2021

She's Like The Wind - Patrick Swayze


She's like the wind,
Through my tree
She rides the night
Next to me

She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She's taken my heart
But she doesn't know what she's done

Feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league

Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind

I look in the mirror
And all I see
Is a young old man
With only a dream
Am I just fooling myself
That she'll stop the pain?
Living without her
I'd go insane!

I feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league

Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind

I feel your breath in my face
Your body close to me
Can't look in your eyes
You're out of my league

Just a fool to believe (Just a fool to believe)
She's like the wind

(Just a fool to believe) Just a fool to believe
(She's like the wind)

(...)

Monday, 10 May 2021

 No one can take me away from you
and no one can take you away from me
We're inside each other like the soul inside the body
connected like water and earth
flooded by passion.

Tuesday, 4 May 2021

Only Lovers are Left Alive

 When you spend your whole life dwelling on Love and having it as the most important thing in life, you end up reviewing your definitions and concepts a lot of times throughout it all. 

So, as I was asked to write about this I can now say that, unlike to what I was thinking, I reached an epiphany beyond what I could expect. 

Because yes, there are many kinds of ways to love someone and we all know and seen that. But what I could never noticed truly is how there's something bigger than all these usual and typified kinds of Love. 
There's a Love bigger than Love! And it's not one we choose or want, it just is, beyond everything we know, all dimensions that we're accustomed to.