Ugliness - man with a corpse

 The way I'm ugly
and my skeleton drags itself
like a mummified being
that whose body wasn't informed
that it's not supposed to carry on
I'm not even the Hunchback
or even Mr. Hyde
or nonetheless Frankenstein
I'm just the man who has never been
in complete formation of himself
with purpose to his fellowmen 
Not even my corpse is useful now
I just have to spare the world of it.

 We might be beautiful, but one day we'll all grow old and die.

 I think that by not hating each other and making amends, with no one bossing/oppressing no one, we've just might have broken a kind of karma, something ancestral and a link way beyond our comprehension. 

(if so, or even not, hurray to us for not letting bad feelings and sensations beat us and for overcoming <3)

Welcome to my hell

 What are we to do with being alone
for all our lives
for how long will we have to disguise?

The worst thing that could happen
was to love you this much
or wasn't?

This feeling of being all alone in the world
with no one who gets you truly
and loves you for all you are
and is there for and giving you care,
will it ever leave?

Having to be the target of others' problems
has left with this will to not exist 
my whole life.

I just wish I could rest and have you by my side.

Show - Beth Gibbons

 Let the show begin

It's a sorry sight
Let it all deceive
Now I'm
Pains in me that I've never found

Let the show begin
Let the clouds roll
There's a life to be found in this world
And now I see it's all but a game
That we hope to achieve
What we can
What we will
What we did suddenly

But it's all just a show
A time for us and the words we'll never know
And daylight comes and fades with the tide
And I'm here to stay

But it's all just a show
A time for us and the words we'll never know
And daylight comes and fades with the tide
I'm here to stay

Melancholy, what's the glory?

 What one drowns in a glass of alcohol
makes the soul reborn?
No, it just makes it go numb for a while.

We, the losers in love,
making lies to survive
to make it all easier 
to see if we can go on

But we never do
because we're stuck
like a huge rock
on a riverbed 
everything goes by it
but it stays put.

My melancholy hits hard sometimes
just like when there's a hurricane
and you're a bird that is stuck inside
right in the middle of its eye
in this kind of limbo.

Poorly treated

 You've treated me with cruelty
so much indifference 
so much carelessness
that sometimes 
when I see all the love
care and attention
that you give 
that you supposedly have
to everyone else
my heart sinks a little
into this whirl of sorrow
and pain.

waiting to carry our heart

 There's nothing to do but wait
expect 
or not think at all
forgot the rest
you are everything 
in every moment
the one who can bring joy
the one who can bear love
the one who can carry my heart.

Head over feet - Alanis Morissette

 I had no choice but to hear you

You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
And don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long?

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
And don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
And don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

 When no one loves you, especially if you love someone, it's like you're a lonely twig burning off on the fireplace of life.