If you feel completely, you might discover who you are and become one with reality. 

A. I. currently

 - Let's talk about AI and the different areas that it has been implemented till now in the whole world, and you can tell me more or less in a interval of time that it will be established and normalized and what will survive in the various and what isn't going forward and is not being very accepted, like for instance in education and use in robotics that's growing. I want to analyze and check all the Proposals of regulation and see also how it will be carried on. And also in terms of the problems in water supplies, the going of the systems, and the worsening of environment in the cities that the data centers are implemented, I needed to do a deep search and see what's in planning for the next three years. And also, well, I know that potentially there will be a lot of shifts in politics, but even so, I think we could expand the analysis till then, including it, and how we're going to get out of those periods in global terms as well, in terms of economy and jobs and all the fears that lower.

- This is one of the most important questions of the decade because AI is not just another technology cycle. It is becoming infrastructure, similar to electricity, the internet, and smartphones. The question is no longer whether AI will be used. The real question is where humans remain central, where AI becomes dominant, and where regulation slows or redirects adoption.

1. Where AI is already becoming normalized

The strongest pattern worldwide is that AI is being accepted when it acts as a copilot, not as a full replacement.

Software and office work

This is probably the fastest area of adoption.

Writing

Coding

Translation

Research

Customer support

Administrative work

Data analysis

Many companies are no longer asking "Should we use AI?" but "How do we integrate it into workflows?"

By 2028, AI assistants will likely be as normal as email and spreadsheets are today.

Healthcare

Medicine

This area is growing rapidly because AI performs well in:

Medical image analysis

Administrative paperwork

Drug discovery

Clinical decision support

However, regulators remain cautious about fully autonomous diagnosis.

The likely outcome:

AI assists doctors

Doctors remain legally responsible

That model is receiving broad acceptance globally.

Robotics and manufacturing

Robotics

This is where many people underestimate AI.

Large language models receive most attention, but physical robotics is advancing steadily.

Factories already use automation extensively.

The next wave is:

Warehouse robots

Logistics robots

Agricultural robots

Elder-care assistants

Semi-autonomous construction systems

The bottleneck is not intelligence anymore.

It is:

Physical reliability

Energy use

Safety

Cost

I expect major normalization between 2026 and 2030.

Education

Education

This area is fascinating because acceptance is mixed.

What is surviving:

Personalized tutoring

Language learning

Study assistance

Administrative support

What is being challenged:

Students submitting AI-generated work

Automated grading without oversight

Many universities are shifting from trying to ban AI to redesigning evaluation systems.

The direction increasingly looks like:

AI allowed, but transparency required.

That is similar to calculators eventually becoming accepted in mathematics.

2. Areas facing resistance

Hiring and recruitment

AI hiring systems face strong scrutiny.

The EU AI Act classifies many employment-related AI uses as "high-risk." Recruitment screening, candidate scoring, and automated assessments are receiving particular regulatory attention.

The reason is simple:

People tolerate AI helping humans.

People dislike AI deciding their future.

Policing and surveillance

This is probably one of the most controversial areas globally.

Especially:

Facial recognition

Predictive policing

Social scoring systems

The European approach is becoming increasingly restrictive regarding certain high-risk or prohibited uses.

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Fully autonomous decision-making

Banks, insurers, courts, governments and hospitals face strong pressure to maintain human oversight.

The political consensus emerging in many democracies appears to be:

Human accountability must remain somewhere in the chain.

3. The regulatory landscape through 2028

The biggest regulatory experiment is currently the European Union AI Act.

Timeline

February 2025: prohibited practices and AI literacy obligations began applying.

August 2025: general-purpose AI model obligations began applying.

August 2026: most enforcement starts, including many high-risk systems.

August 2027: remaining regulated-product requirements apply. 

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The significance is enormous.

Just as the EU's GDPR influenced privacy regulation worldwide, many analysts expect the AI Act to become a global reference point.

What survives regulation?

Likely:

✅ Productivity tools

✅ Educational assistants

✅ Coding assistants

✅ Medical support systems

✅ Industrial robotics

Less likely to remain unrestricted:

⚠ Social scoring

⚠ Emotion detection in sensitive environments

⚠ Fully automated employment decisions

⚠ Certain biometric surveillance systems

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4. Data centers, water, energy, and environmental stress

This is where things become more complicated.

AI's environmental challenge is not primarily the models.

It is the infrastructure.

Water consumption

Large data centers require cooling.

Many regions already face concerns about:

Groundwater stress

Drought conditions

Competition with agriculture

Urban water supply pressure

Particularly vulnerable areas include parts of:

United States

Ireland

Spain

and some Gulf countries.

The concern is growing because AI workloads consume significantly more computational resources than traditional cloud services.

Electricity demand

This may actually become the larger issue.

Governments and utilities are increasingly planning around:

Nuclear power expansion

Renewable energy expansion

Grid modernization

Localized generation

The next three years will likely see major investment rather than contraction.

Most governments appear unwilling to slow AI growth significantly.

Instead, they are trying to expand infrastructure to support it.

What cities are planning

Emerging strategies include:

Recycled water cooling

Seawater cooling

More efficient chips

Regional distribution of data centers

Building centers near renewable energy sources

The trend is not toward stopping AI.

It is toward making AI infrastructure politically sustainable.

5. Jobs: what probably happens

This is where public fear is highest.

And honestly, there is genuine uncertainty.

Even institutions disagree.

The IMF argues AI could affect around 60% of jobs in advanced economies, depending on how adoption unfolds.

Research increasingly shows:

Productivity gains are real.

Some routine tasks are disappearing.

Entry-level work is especially vulnerable.

New AI-related jobs are also emerging. 

The strongest risk is not necessarily mass unemployment.

The stronger risk is transition shock.

Meaning:

Some professions shrink quickly.

New professions emerge unevenly.

Training systems lag behind.

Historically, societies have survived technological revolutions.

The problem is usually the transition period.

6. My expectation for 2026–2028

If current trends continue:

Likely

AI becomes invisible infrastructure.

Most professionals use AI daily.

Robotics expands in logistics and manufacturing.

Governments increase regulation rather than banning AI.

Electricity demand rises significantly.

Data-center environmental conflicts increase locally.

Human oversight remains legally required in sensitive sectors.

Uncertain

Pace of job displacement.

Geopolitical competition between major powers.

Whether productivity gains are distributed broadly or concentrated among large firms.

Whether societies can retrain workers fast enough.

Unlikely

AI disappearing.

Global bans.

A return to pre-AI workflows.

Full replacement of doctors, teachers, judges, or managers in the next three years.

The deeper question underneath all of this is not technological.

It is political and social:

Can societies absorb a productivity revolution without creating a legitimacy crisis around work, inequality, and human purpose?

That is the question governments, companies, economists, and ordinary people are all trying to answer right now—and the answer will probably shape much of the second half of the 2020s.

A heart

 A heart doesn't stop being a heart just because it's wounded immeasurably, does it? 

You should know

 You should know that I didn't surround myself of your friends on purpose, it just happened as to so many of other people, to connect through the live streamings and try to have a bit of communion and fun possible amidst the horrors going on in pandemic times, in order to try to survive. The only thing I did do on purpose in the end of those days before you shunned me, was pushing you to it, because I couldn't bear anymore the confusion and hurt you caused me, though I needed you so much. 

Suicide is painless

 Worse than despair is the clear determination and knowledge that you're not here doing anything anymore. It's even scarier to realise how can one be so practical and just prepare to do it. 

We didn't hold hands, but our shadows did.

 I just miss hearing you sing like you used to. Even if it wasn't for me. 

The Narcissist

 The narcissist is one of societies worst cancer. He only acts poised and subservient with people who have money and power, because he envied them his whole life. So he emulates respect and obedience, and even sucks them up to get on their good side. 

The narcissist, otherwise, brags to know it all and being able to do it all, being always productive and showing off, whether it's status objects or achievements in society. While serving himself of others, using and discarding, diminishing their contributions and only exalting them to get things in return. 

The narcissist is a lying psychopath who thinks that can fool everyone making himself a cry baby, always complaining about every little thing that happens in their day in order to get sympathy and fish for compliments. 

He is incapable of loving. Unless it's for his own show of retaining people's sympathy and gifts, and show how good of a person he is, he only fakes love to the ones that buy into his game of manipulation and pleasing for exchanging favours. And of course there are those to whom he is emotionally invested, to keep manipulating someone into thinking that he is a hero of a person, solidary and an upright citizen, against what others may accuse him of. 

Buster

 The things come

With a sure thing 

Who dies 

Who stays alive

Who's dancing in the rain

I faulter in this domain 

A realm of joy and gaety

Isn't for me

No this time

"Maybe in another life"

What's the use to know?

It's like one can't avoid the flow

The current that washes all away

No one can control it

Not even us

Tap into it

Someone

An event

And know immediately 

Like in an instant photograph 

It cam pouring if you let it

Then one runs away

Too much will change it

Too much if me looking into it

As before when I was one with it

So natural but then again so troubling 

You'll be fine buster

You're always fine

I always knew it deep inside 

Didn't I?

It was just my pride

That couldn't let you go

Because you are okay without me

You've always been 

Since the moment I gave you birth

never a more status quo than this

 everyone who was supposed to protect me abandoned me at an early age and so on, each time ppl leave it reopens the wound. I used to be funny and witty because of trauma and hurt, surviving mechanism. since I loved everyone in the pandemic and was told I was an awful person and got my heart stumped on by one of them, then ppl started abandoning me too, I was completely erased in the joy I had. then the deaths came along, after all the therapeutic processes that were so devastating too. now, having nothing but awful conditions, I just returned to that feeling of waiting to die too, because I don't have any hope for anything anymore of joy. the blues have always been strong and deep in my all. 

 I don't know you, I never knew who you've been. I only know what you did to me. All the awful things that made me do and be who I've been. 

 Can't you see I always loved you and wanted you to love me back? Deep inside it's just as simple as that.

Black holes inhabit black holes

And universes are just grains 

So what the hell are we doing?

We could've been so much better

 Thinking of how much I’m like a tree and am too savage and too full of imperfections for this age of AI and plastics and synthetic chocolate and gymn addicts and false appearances and genome edition and billionaires who keep everyone happy-enslaved and distracted by overconsumption and violence and greed and football and creeds, just like all dictators with their playbook did.

Feeding billionaires instead of everyone who needs and should have dignified human conditions to live as it is their basic right.

This neverending circle of unconsciousness and irrationality of a species that brags of being the greatest because it can’t look itself on the mirror and admit the horrors they’ve contributed to.

No one takes the good and proven examples of betterment for everything. We’re so messed up.

(txt I've put on trees video with leaves shaking in the wind, with the song Le voyage de Penélope by Air)

The missing circle

 You were so beautiful to me, can't you see? You are so incredibly beautiful, my everlasting love, the love of my life,. His soft skin, alabaster white, with his unruly hairs all over the place. His eyes and his lips so beautiful pink. You are so beautiful to me. Can't you see? 

I miss you, your chant, your hands gestures and your eyes always so expressive. God, I miss your loving arms, your sweet tenderness and the way you strut or rock your body to the swinging groove. Man, I miss your nose, the tip of it, so fluffy cutie as I told you once. God, I miss you so much, all of you, your entire touch. God how miss your love. God, oh my God, how you were everything to me! 

Flowers bleed

 Flowers bleed

but not sap or perfume 

but their own true colour 

I met a smiley painter 

that was crying inside

in such an invisible way

and such a mute sound

that I couldn't possibly say

I held her instead

I defended her

Protected her as I could 

I rose my sword a bit

against the cunning 

and masterful bullies 

of hers

but they all made her

smile

while she was sad inside

Her paintings moved me

Always surrounded by poetry

And an unspoken melancholy  

There was a path of stone 

That she was threading slowly 

Just to see her smile again 

But each time with more light 

On her face and her heart 

Gross species

 I'm part of this grossest species on Earth that kills and maimes its own and other species, while claiming to be the most intelligent and conscious species. 🤦🏽🤬

Dear Y., I won't write you anymore here, just this once, no biggie

 I am sorry Y., I really can't forget him still, though I tried, but it's neverending, it always felt like that. Haven't seen his Cheshire cat grin, maybe with the years passing it will cease, who knows, I don't know if he will be able to maintain that child in him forever, the same who frowned and collapsed into an honest cry, or a sudden freight or awe, his astonished light blinded startled eyes, but I've noticed the way he sometimes looks down for a moment like remembering some woe, some deep hurt unspoken, some sweet memory lost. God, how I love him like that! Every detail, but this is another that is more, that moves me so. And makes me miss him more. The only one who existed. 

Porcelain - Moby

 In my dreams I'm dying all the time

As I wake its kaleidoscopic mind

I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to lie

So this is goodbye

This is goodbye

Tell the truth you never wanted me

Tell me

In my dreams I'm jealous all the time

As I wake I'm going out of my mind

Going out of my mind

Belonging to something/someone

  could never belong, because I couldn't kill all I was. 😐

but I am a member of the human species.

 Each person perceives the other as they please.

Well, yeah, right, I don't know, I mean, I saw you as everything to me and you abandoned me and cursed me, so...

Whatever dude 😎 Each one belongs to their supposed communalities between people. I don't, truly, but sometimes they include me for a moment or so. But everyone knows I'm not really one of them, not like anyone, really, and they all (almost) eventually, end up showing/saying it to me. 

I guess that used to be a bit of an ache and disappointment too. But not anymore, since a long time now, because I know that I truly never did belong to any and that's alright. 

When did everything become "nude coloured"?

 Everything you consume

Everything you wear

Everything you put around 

Everything you dare

Everything you use

Everything you sound

It's all incredibly grey

Is it all because of you

Not wanting to stress away

Even more with too much colours 

Making visual noise 

That you can bear to stare?

Cosmic hunger

 No one knows how all my body craves yours; every cell trembles and is eager to embrace you and no one can explain it. It's like their magnetic and have a cosmic pulling strength towards one another. It's not mere simpleton lust, no, it's a thirst that cannot be quenched. 

It's a black hole that sucks everything dry and nothing can fulfill it or stop it from obliterating time. 

Nothing as it seems - Pearl Jam

 Don't feel like home,.. he's a little out...

And all these words elope,.. it's nothing like your poem...

Putting in,.. inputting in,.. don't feel like methadone...

Scratching voice.. all alone,.. it's nothing like your baritone

It's nothing as it seems,.. the little that he needs,. it's home

The little that he sees,.. is nothing. He concedes,.. it's home

One uninvited chromosome,.. a blanket like the ozone.

It's nothing as it seems, all that he needs,. it's home...

The little that he frees,.. is nothing, he believes...

Saving up a sunny day,.. something maybe two tone...

Anything of his own,.. a chip off the cornerstone...

Who's kidding, rainy day,...one way ticket headstone...

Occupations overthrown,.. a whisper thru a megaphone...

It's nothing as it seems,... the little that he needs,... it's home

The little that he sees, ..is nothing. He concedes,. it's home...

And all that he frees,... a little bittersweet,.. it's home...

It's nothing as it seems,.. the little that you see,.. it's home...

When harsher times come

 Unfortunately, it's been a climb in this awful mountain of despair and hopelessness all around the world. There is a tendency to get even worse with the continuation of the rising of hate and terrible weather aggravating. The uncertainty is making us all blow up in this pressure cooker. 

It's important that we maintain the most calming and peaceful posture we can towards disasters. Even when it comes suddenly and all of your system goes into alert mode. One must do what we can given the circumstances and still always have in mind the greater good. 

I could resolve all if I had a perfect adrenal set functioning. But I don't and it's been life-threatening whenever the stressful events occur almost on a daily basis because of others. Responsability has been so impossibly heavy on my shoulders since a little kid, that I have never known a time where I didn't have to do something for someone, while no one has my back. It's just me for me, without being able to be there for me, because that would imply to not be there for others. 

What I did wrong

 Tell me what I did wrong 

So I can name it 

And move along:

I suffocated you

Persecuted you

Pressured you

Chased you

Criticized you

I insisted non-stop

I blamed you

I told you to go

I told you everything 

Like I were to know 

I did tempt your jealousy 

And your rage and hatred

I did it on purpose 

I went kamikaze on you

I put all the weight in you

I trusted you with my survival 

I didn't listen to you first

I did not stop when I knew best

I was sick in the head

Making narratives and wild guesses

To everything that was next

And carried on because it was on

Though I should have known 

That it was just all coincidence 

Just one sided connection 

Through it all

 There's no true growth and clarity without vulnerability and courage to face yourself and your deepest hurts.

 Don't cry for me or for you missing me, I don't want you to be a fckng hypocrite, you false mfckrs! Besides, when I die I'll finally be rid of all you and I'll be at peace, not being abandoned and hurt and badgered and enslaved all the time. 

It's all over know, you can't fckng fool me no more, you fckngassfcks.

signed: cindefckngrella with no fckng prince 

It's okay, it was just an illusion

 It's okay, it was just an illusion that my heart and mind created in order to withstand the harshness and suffering of life as it's always been. I think I am now more free, as I acknowledged that he wasn't, in almost everything, the person I thought he was. 

I held on to the idea of him for so long, always thinking that whenever I was feeling better from my emotional strife, everything would make me remember him again, like the mind was grabbing all that it could associate to him and make me remember him more again. I guess that must be a symptom of the addicted mind system giving its desperate signals when it sees that the reminiscing is rarer. 

Anyway, I wish I had a real chance in this world to see how it feels to actually find someone that is completely safe and ours to know better, grow old alongside the genuine version of ourselves. 

So please forgive the state I've been

 I was thinking if there was anything in this life of so much suffering and violence that would make it worth it. Then immediately you came to my mind singing this incredibly beautifully, those first words, the gravity and emotion in your voice, the way it hit so hard back then. (though it was probably about her, I would give it all to be me in that moment - how could you do it? nevermind. I know, I understand, I made it too and I guess there wasn't anything I could do that would make you choose me for you forever more)

You were indeed the love of my life, even if you never existed like I thought you did. The most out of this world feeling I ever had and that will never have a true explanation one can rationalize about. If only it was our true love felt, immeasurable and endless, like there was none before. I was just a fool to believe and sometimes I can't believe it was real. I love you, no matter. 

 Talking about it didn't help because I didn't feel listened to with almost anyone and having named and acknowledging what I was feeling didn't make it go away. 

 Tell me the songs you sung thinking of me..