Sometimes it seems so crazy to me all these feelings and sensations that I get once in a while, seemingly popping out of nowhere, though it's just accumulation of little signs now, I guess, and I hate it. Just a few moments ago I was seeing some song video that showed up on my feed about a guy who made that song because the guy that he loved sent him a message inviting for his wedding and I shared on my stories saying that "yeah, one of the most awful things one has to go through in life is knowing that the love of our lives is going to marry someone else.
Now this afflicted sensation and I have to say to you "please, don't get married", I can't stand this all over again, not with you, I need you to be with me and not get married to someone else. But I guess that's what you will eventually do and knowing myself and how I dealt in the past with a similar situation, though last time I couldn't shake it off even afterwards when pretty much was gone, I think in decades I would with you because I always had the feeling you were supposed to go through all that to get to the point of our souls and our whole selves being ready to finally be with each other forever. BUT WHYYY, WHYYY, WHYYY has it all to be so difficult and impossible? You didn't even like me, that's the only truth.
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