Sunday, 21 December 2025

 To him I am nothing 
And for me he was everything 

He doesn't even remember me
He only thinks I'm the worst 

I got overwhelmed by love
Couldn't clench my thirst 

For him I was a nightmare 
For me he was someone I could trust
Until he was cruel enough 
To have my heart crushed 
And my mind torn apart 

I'm still reminded of the good 
All the time it comes to mind 
Through little things or big
He shows up again as the one

Monday, 8 December 2025

Leonardo and us all and the end of the world

 Why has everyone thought of the end of the world? Is it just a consequence of being aware of our own ending?

Or is it just our ego, again, making us think we will be there when the world ends, because we can't really die and the world continue as it as for billions of years? 

The caged bird

 Did you know that there is a caged bird that sings each dawn for his love from across my building? His love replies to him, from afar.

Yesterday I opened the window and its song was so strong. I couldn't help but remember us again, with the moon quite full.

Maybe one day I'll be free, but I know you're not going to be with me.

Friday, 5 December 2025

there's literally no one

 feeling exhausted in this solo lifetime battle everyday. suffering from racism and trying to fight it along so many other prejudices that destroy lives.

"I'm tired, boss"

Tuesday, 2 December 2025

 I'm still waiting for you
to come on home 
take me on
..

 I no longer regret letting everyone go or even doing for it to happen, because I realised that if they really truly loved me and could see me and know who I am, they wouldn't ever let go of me.

Monday, 1 December 2025

We're becoming

 I am not, because I'm always becoming. 

Neither you nor me were villains; we were just humans dealing with confusion and hurt, defending ourselves. 

The past is gone and written. Let's not give more meanings to it.