An important lesson!

The ultimate key to letting go of people that you cared for, is to think that they will be fine without us.
This thought is important: "they will be fine without me". It accumulates both the disappointment that one feels and also the knowledge that the're cared for with someone else and therefore they don't need us anymore.

(when you feel that no one loves and you feel like crap :D)

When you feel that nobody in the whole world who loves you, probably you're also not that much in love with yourself either. You have then to make an effort to find something inside, even if little, that is worthy of love, though all you can see is just a kind of ash and blood. 

Lesson to be written - Don't do everything for someone (as I did especially for youngers trying to protect them) or they'll grow without developing their innerselves and become nothing (and exclude you like you're nothing too).
Nobility of character must be worked on and improved by investing in inner personal development, otherwise you're just an hamster in the wheel, doing but not being.

"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. - Jiddu Krishnamurti"; so I'm glad I'm as not adjusted as it gets, for I manage to not do anything at all of what everyone else does by society's customs and be everything almost no one is

The faulty humans

Since men exist they've been fighting and unleashing violence.
Most of people just wants to live their lives with no worries and no cares. They don't want to be better humans, they don't strive to be superior, they're content in their mediocrity of the daily life chores.

And that's is some of the reason why I can't have faith in humans at all. Though having a loving nature makes it a hard lesson to learn once and for all and let go of all those faulty humans.

("a minute of silence" for those who don't have world in their minds neither humanity in their hearts)

Since young, I've seen a lot of people being subjugated and diminished by others to a point that they themselves believe that they are less than what they really are and that they need other people in order to do things and survive. That's why slowly I've gained an awareness about these people of bad character, basd personality, and that need to subdue others, to feel needed and to have power over others, because if they don't, they themselves don't feel worthy of anything.

I don't know who is more fearful and insecure, but I know one shouldn't be stepped on by anyone, and everyone should be and feel free, and be happy and content with what they truly are independently of others, and discover who they really are and have strength and believe in themselves and not make others their crutch.

Closeness in the wide wide web.

Being close in the wide web, every single day I communicate through Facebook with everyone online and I know that by doing so I'm closer to them even if they are in their whirlwind lives.

There was a time that, when studying communication, we were led to believe that the digital tools such as the Internet were leading us to an illusion of proximity among each other. And many times we can see the number of people that are in the list of friends on Facebook and we don't even know them personally, though we feel close to them.

Nowadays, I can observe that the proximity is only an illusion if we make usage of the tool in that way. That is, if we just use it to create the illusion of the proximity, like for example when adding people to our list of friends and that's it, not engaging in furthermore actions or connections, even if it's just to put a "like" or a sticker in a comment.

Another misusage is to replace the personal/physical encounters just by having the chats and another services of short messages on a constant use with another person. Not only that fulfills our need of communication with the other but also provides us with an excuse to not leave the daily "hamster's wheel" and actually do what we want and see someone that we really want to see. For nothing will replace a heartfelt hug.

Wishful thinking, along with hope anf faith is just a way humans invented to escape dealing with reality, and by doing so, they're losing the opportunity to prevent and analyze productively the situations as they present themselves.

Subway thoughts: I get the vibe that if people could hear each other's thoughts they would punch each other every second of the day. :D

when you feel an emptiness in your stomach and it's not hunger, it's thirst for art and culture...

Almost unbearable.

I see the world, I look at every corner I can glance,
and all the beauty that accumulates is overwhelming;
I watch the gruesome actions of Men, the horror and the stupidity,
and all of it is so sordid and senseless that it becomes unbearable.

And now and again I sink in nostalgia, or I dive in dreams,
because it's so much easier to dwell in good moments,
though the feeling of them slipping through the fingertips of the mind
can be quite frustrating and again unbearable.

Sliding back and forth in the unbearable lightness of existing
and the darkness of being
I can hear the heavy rain tap on the door and scratching the walls
and then the thunders come and kick them down,
make them disappear in massive explosions,
and all this just to show me that I can bear it all.