I wish for something 

unnamed 

never spoken of

a kind of blizzard hurricane 

the interior of a volcano 

all the beauty of the seasons 

in extreme profoundness 

and a blank empty peace

The main reason I don't like people anymore

 it's not only because of the murderous, gross, disgusting and selfish beings that they are, but more specifically because one takes care of them, feeds them, cleans them, keeps them alive and safe, and then they shit on you, basically.

Love is a losing game

 Do you know any couple who hasn't one that bosses the other? I wish there was. I hate that pure love doesn't exist and it's all a game of power. I really thought true love existed. Turns out it never did.

 It just occurred to me that maybe all my friends are mostly psychologists and musicians because the first just want to study my craziness and the second just want to steal my poetry lololl

 I don't have to believe it, because if I really allow myself to think about I feel it, I know it, it's more present and palpable than anything (and that's why it's so overwhelming and I can't deal well with it all). 

How to react

 There's always an amount of choice on how you can react to pretty much everything, grab it, right on the first seconds and don't let it go.

unrepairable, is it?

 I try to look at the moon

but I didn't meet her these days

the sky has been red with the pain

my heart has been aching at the same

sometimes I think if it's still possible

for you to see me as I am

and still love me and return to me

even knowing that I'm still the same

with my absolutes and nothings

I think if you can ever forgive me

I think if you can ever forgive yourself

I think if you can come back to me

knowing that the only thing that matters

is the love we have

unrepairable, is it?

Too late

 People only realise what's important in life when their death arrives.

Take me to church

 If you depend in something to be a good person, then you're not a good person and you'll never become one.

 When you get to think about it, you just see as it's all a crazy fucking lunacy, everything there is, everything you did and everything you are.