Today I got audio messages asking me "sorry", a girl who was a bit harsh on me for no reason really, not understanding my illness condition. It got me thinking if you needed me to say sorry vocally. Or would it be a nuisance, since I know it's not something that is to be apologized. 
When it comes to you I believe it is nice to leave you be at peace, as you want. But I wish I knew for sure. I would do anything to see you with no hurt, especially because of me.