Dear Da

 You weren't right my dear D., years back he didn't really forget and we never got the chance and now I think unfortunately you were not guessing it either. My bad, as always. I just miss him and all the things that were so valuably of his and that he gave of himself. I am the most sad person to have lost him on my account of all the things I stupidly unknowingly did because of the idiotic anxiety and hyperadrenaline. I'll probably just keep hating myself for it and never recover my health and die here, all alone and unloved.