Please come quick before I die

 I lost you and lost you and lost you. Because we never lose someone just once. We lose them many times with you it was even before. Please come quick before I die. I've been thinking of death so much lately. As so many people died in a row in these last years, I fear it won't be long till it's my turn. I cried again today. Seeing a scene of someone saying only in the end what they felt for the person who was dying. They imagined a bit what it would be like if they met before, if they had time to be together. I cried thinking of us too. I cried for Yaya's death. I cried for the love you and I never had the chance to have and for the love we had and I made us lose. Please, can you please forgive me, say that you truly forgave me and youll always love me as I do, even if we never speak again, even if your life is beside your girl and not me, even if you never choose me, even if you never come to take me with you, even knowing I lost you for good.

(😭💔Adams and Katie rip in Grey's Anatomy, the storied life of AJ Flickry)