Did you ever hear my voice or the songs I listen to, all this time? I haven't known what your voice is saying or what you listen to in a very long long time. No songs of the sirens anymore.
I pushed your buttons, tested your limits, because I wanted to see how far you would go and who were you truly. I got to see it and ut wasn't nice for me, but necessary. I could know for sure of your hatred, your rage, your pettiness, your anger and all your cruelty of someone who has taken so many lives. I drowned quite a while in you but I survived, I stayed like the wreckage I've always been turned by the likes of you.
As your waves were crashing over me and I was sinking and struggling to catch my breath, I never wanted to let myself be killed by you. But you were pivotal indeed for my evolution as a human being more conscious and aware of so many things thanks to you.
As one enters you with all the joy and enthusiasm and then slowly becomes washed away and battered and dragged in your turmoil thus love also gets worn and ends.
However, I still love you in the sunset, just watching you from afar and aching for your presence and the love that you never gave me, when all I wanted was to float, to pretend I could fly.
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