What I haven't seen about the Epstein files

 What I haven't seen about the Epstein files 

Were the lynching of the royals implicated

Since the UK to all up on Norway 

And no one protesting massively 

In Portugal or Brazil 

For the mentioned children traffic sources

And even the thousands of families guilty 

Of neglecting, of selling, of permitting 

Mostly for disgusting money reasons 

And surely didn't see billionaires jailed

For no rage, unsubmissiveness or war

People have manifested towards those

Who relentless kill everyone in the world 

 Nothing really made an actual difference, anyway. Humanity still has always been rotten and will always be. The rest is just wishful thinking of dreamers like me, thinking of Tomorrowlands and Megalopolis of some sort. 

 Yeah, but it's not for you exactly, is it? And that's what gets you. And me. The fact that we've always been aware somewhat of the inexistence, the illusion of reality, because we're that cynical and no amount of faith was enough to stick and surpass our pragmatic sense. 

Bang and blame

 If I could go back I would and I would immediately step away, run, far, nowhere to be found or to risk the chance of getting entangled by everyone all over again. I wouldn't know of you all existing and that would be a shame, but a blessing for all of us who suffered. 

There's no medium way back in an extreme time like those days. No one really cared or was brave enough to face it all afterwards. No one processed it all. I hope it doesn't cost us all later in the day. At least not for me even more, since I've done nothing but processed it, facing it in every way it came about. I didn't run from the blame as I didn't run before at the bang. 

 I can still recognise your voice out of nowhere. 💔❤️

I'm a fool to want you - Frank Sinatra

 I'm a fool to want you

I'm a fool to want you
To want a love that can't be true
A love that's there for others too

I'm a fool to hold you
Such a fool to hold you
To seek a kiss not mine alone
To share a kiss the devil has known

Time and time again I said I'd leave you
Time and time again I went away
But then would come the time when I would need you
And once again these words I had to say

I'm a fool to want you
Pitty me I need you
I know it's wrong it must be wrong
But right or wrong I can't get along
Without you

Time and time again I said I'd leave you
Time and time again I went away
But then would come the time when I would need you
And once again these words I'd have to say

Take me back I love you
Pitty me I need you
I know it's wrong it must be wrong
But right or wrong I can't get along
Without you

(playing on the radio now. one of the ultimate heartbreak songs {I imagine it was from the Ava Gardner era too} 💔)

The halogen street lights

 I'm joining Daniel Knox 

In a kind of manifesto 

For the continuation 

Of the streets lights 

Of halogen 

I was supposed to do a poem 

But this is not

It's like a prayer now

 Please rid the world of perverted people 

Make them all go far away for good

They can just screw themselves over

And leave the rest of us be at ease

Because we really need all this to end

You

 You're evil, you're smug, snobbish; thinking that you are better than everyone else. All the rest is just a masquerade that you were forced into, first by others, afterwards by yourself. Because god forbid that you're yourself truly, god forbid that you disappoint everyone and no one likes you anymore or wants anything to do with you. You only use people. God forbid that you stop playing your part, your role, the only thing you know how to. God, what the fck are you and have been all these years? What a fckng psychopath that can't stop even for a minute to think of the hideous things you've done and thought, because you would have to off yourself. You're a pathetic creature. Your perversions will have an end. 

 Getting to know a person is overrated; people give signs of who they are.