No hope in the horizon

 It's a sad thing when one realizes that nothing will get better and even worse when you see there's no happiness on the horizon. You just give up struggling your whole life and suffer this damnation. 

Zen

 All my life I have been wishing for a state of perpetual peace, without being entirely dead, of course haha

To return to where we belong

  I just want him to come back to me. I know it seemed we're awful to each other, but I know we are not, because in person we would have no more doubt or insecurity about who we are for one another. Just like before, in every other time we were together. 

 All I see is the downfall of men. 

I'm not allowed to miss you

... because it's my fault it all turned sour

We have to go through all this to get there

 Don't worry, my love, we will love each other only for what we are and when that time of delicateness comes we will be able to fulfill our lives.

It's all a matter of construction of our beautiful age. 

 If I had known that I was in love with you, if I was aware of it back then, I would have stopped all contact with you and never had I continued on helping as I did either. I would have never gotten so close. 

 Would you ever kiss me with all your passion, my undying love? 

 I never liked you anyway. I just loved your every bit. 

 I just want that you are happy. I guess that's what love is.