Maybe it's true that men can't love women for themselves. They only lust them, or need them for some other reason, but they never love them as they are, for who they truly are. And, mind you, saying you love someone despite their flaws isn't loving someone at all. 

The irritating people who are snobs

 If anything, our story was the most stupid thing I ever been through.. I mean, what a freaking disgrace. Just a bad comedy, tragic, with collateral damage too. I mean, how the hell are we supposed to get to know the other people if we don't show up, mingle, interact and ask some things also when in doubt? You who are putting others down by making exclusive groups and telling who can and can't be in them for no reason of valid importance, are fascists. And you were okay with that and other cruel behaviour, also doing it yourself. And that's why I feel there's no justice on this earth as well. 

 And to love again

would be finding home

just by holding someone 

with a hug or by the hand

that feeling one knows 

for the first time 

it will be forever 

and though I know 

that love doesn't exist 

I also had loves 

and loves had me

because I couldn't resist 

to the sweet fever 

that makes one believe 

Fckng limerence or what the hell

 Why can't I stop wanting you 

Craving your sight

Dreaming your delight 

Loving you so desperately 

Wishing you were forever mine

Even though I know for sure 

That you hate me, wished me death

Would be the last to save me

From this hell I'm at

For fck sakes you killed my soul

Destroyed a love of fool's gold

As you put it it was just control

As you think it was for you

But you never wanted me

Nor my pure love for you

Because you have others

Who you think are like me

And don't know you at all

You always stand tall

Smug and arrogant to us all

I hope that the day I forget you

I don't ever remember you again 

As a possible true love 

The one who destroyed me 

And never looked back

To see the hurt he caused 

Y'all

 You're all happy slaves

Indulging in raves

Dancing away pains

And frustrations everyday 

Aren't you so fine

With all your distractions 

Your vices and contraptions 

Running around in the maze

I know you don't even realise 

Or care to face the rains 

No one is going to save you

Because you aren't worth it

You're just a waste of time 

Of human being in torture 

Faking and escaping into illusion 

With no real escape from confusion 

We are here my friend to tell you

You're the most falsehood person 

One can ever encounter 

You're lying to everyone 

And contributing to destruction 

You, you, you, only you

 All I want you

And yet here I am

Wasting away 

Dying slowly 

Sighing, waiting 

For a better day to come

And though I've seen 

Love isn't a palpable thing

Ours was a substance 

Made in heaven by angels 

And destroyed by humans 

Because you and me

We were never strangers 

We were who we were meant to be 

 Being the one that has to suffer so that everyone can be happy, sucks.

Eclipse

 So it seems I used to be everyone's sun

Then I met the moon

It came and made me undone

Smothered my shine

Made feel I didn't belong 

Not there nor to anyone 

I don't know if there's a cure

If we can both become each other

But for all the years we're done

I can't tell if it's me anymore 

Or if we're together as one

Probably because we're lost

In this big chaotic cosmos 

And just turned into an eclipse 

The many and more that you've hurt

 You're crass

No one knows how you are

How you got no spine

How you're just cynical inside

And uptight and not upright 

Pretending to be caring

And just concerned with appearances 

It gets to be quite malicious 

Your psychopathic schizophrenia 

And how you were attracted 

To your sister while she was a guy

You wrote in a book to disguise 

Or you mentioned a film to confess

"cause it's part of your game nonetheless 

It's all so you feel good inside

Tell and repeat you're a good guy

But newsflash buster: you're not

And you're just convinced you're hot

It's just pathetic to see it in your face

The many and more that you've hurt

I hope one day you're aware 

Of how you've been a disgrace 

 I've never told anyone how badly you hurt me, so instead I just made art.