You are just what I always thought you were and for those other few moments that I thought otherwise, that you were actually as much of my connection as I was yours, it was just a confusion of wishing too a bit, Iguess.

 What you hide from me is what I hide from you. There is no bigger thing than this. But, again, the "same old story". Now she is pregnant. 

I really don't know why this all had to happen. To learn? What exactly? For what improvement and well-being? Only yours, I'm guessing. 

Anyway, ... 

This time is different, anyway. (?)

 - You make me feel like a million bucks.

- You make me feel like I'm bankrupt.