If I had known that I was in love with you, if I was aware of it back then, I would have stopped all contact with you and never had I continued on helping as I did either. I would have never gotten so close. 

 Would you ever kiss me with all your passion, my undying love? 

 I never liked you anyway. I just loved your every bit. 

 I just want that you are happy. I guess that's what love is. 

 You are my heartache and misery

Your careless whistle

To think I was once Bacall

Telling you "you just put your lips together and blow"

Why don't you come back to me 

I know how we are but I'm better now, I can withstand the anxiety and adrenaline and insecurity 

"come back to me", I'll wait for you

What is your heart's desire?

 To be able to see and listen to him upclose singing. That is my heart's true desire and what makes me happy. And I'll never have. 😪💔

What I've always deserved

... Is a love that is beautiful and peaceful, fulfilling and truthful. Someone who sees all of me and still loves me as I am, through all my changes going forward in the future. Not a psychopath of a man, but a decent, honest, sensible and sensitive, strong and courageous person. 

All I want is you

 I'm so sorry I couldn't go and run to you, to your loving arms, when all I want is to go and never be apart.