Losing hurtful people is a gain.

 I wake up and I can't see you and that makes me miss you even more.

 yes, Harris, as I inquired you but I didn't say, I do believe in a few absolutes: truth, love, justice, peace. 

 I'm sorry I tried to kill us since the beginning, I was too scared of being trapped, though I still am entirely ours.

 I'll probably never think that I deserve you.

Home

 I wish I had a home

Where I could feel loved

And safe

And where I could sleep 

And bathe

And eat 

With the basic conditions 

I wish that when Xmas

Would come

I could also be

In your loving arms

I think that's how 

A Home should be

 If you ever realise that you can't love anyone else more than you have loved me, come to me, it's okay, it's alright.

2018 on insta, escher birds drawing inspired

 - You have made me see how old I am 

and how much blood I've lost to you

and all the dreams that never got wings.

You made me remember every departure,

everytime goodbye was felt

and each time everyone flew away

never to return with the olive branch 

that proves there's land ahead to go.

You have been known to me since birth

and I know you're only here to my demise. 

1999 ; 2013 ; 2021

 Three times 

I felt my heart die

Breaking inside

To shatter me whole

Three men 

Children of the star

I only knew it late

The story is untold 

Three loves

I thought they were 

For the rest of my life

Now only pain subsides

 Why do we have so much sorrow? Why aren't we glad for our glory? Because it all ends. Nothing is possible to be truly mend.