Tuesday 15 October 2024

 I wake up and I can't see youand that makes me miss you even more.

 yes, Harris, as I inquired you but I didn't say, I do believe in a few absolutes: truth, love, justice, peace. 

Monday 14 October 2024

 I'm sorry I tried to kill us since the beginning, I was too scared of being trapped, though I still am entirely ours.

Sunday 13 October 2024

 I'll probably never think that I deserve you.

Home

 I wih I had a home
Where I could feel loved
And safe
And where I could sleep 
And bathe
And eat 
With the basic conditions 

I wish that when Xmas
Would come
I could also be
In your loving arms

I think that's how 
A Home should be

Friday 11 October 2024

 If you ever realise that you can't love anyone else more than you have loved me, come to me, it's okay, it's alright.

Thursday 10 October 2024

2018 on insta, escher birds drawing inspired

 - You have made me see how old I am 

and how much blood I've lost to you


and all the dreams that never got wings.


You made me remember every departure,


everytime goodbye was felt


and each time everyone flew away


never to return with the olive branch 

that proves there's land ahead to go.


You have been known to me since birth


and I know you're only here to my demise. 

Tuesday 8 October 2024

1999 ; 2013 ; 2021

 Three times 
I felt my heart die
Breaking inside
To shatter me whole

Three men 
Children of the star
I only knew it late
The story is untold 

Three loves
I thought they were 
For the rest of my life
Now only pain subsides


Saturday 5 October 2024

 Why do we have so much sorrow? Why aren't we glad for our glory? Because it all ends. Nothing is possible to be truly mend.

Friday 4 October 2024

 I send ppl away cuz they're better off without me that can't do much of anything of this world. yep. :/