I am a writer, that's what I am. 

 You and me for eternity <3

 She was dying, so she hanged in, clinged to him, because he was Life itself for her.

 These are the days of our lives

No matter where we go

We can't escape what's inside

 I get it now

It's not just because I get them

Or listen and love them

But it's that I make them feel alive

And seen in the most beautiful way

 How can you forget me and leave me behind, if I'm all yours and so inside? I have loved you for a thousand lives and I will love you for a thousand more. Just keep me in your heart and mind all the time, because we're the same soul.

 Believe you me: I wanted you to be the one who would love me above all things and feel this overwhelming feeling, for you to be my true hero who would make me miraculously heal just with your love and that we would be together and never part, as it should be. I'm so sorry I made you doubt me and reduce your feelings to almost nothing of good. 

 I'll never believe that you love me, because you treat me like crap and like I don't exist.

 He never really cared for me that much, never even tried to get closer, to get within, to stay. I'm not the love of his life, am I? She, that I asked god for her to him, is. Right? Oh god, I hate myself for that too.

 I am an old bony woman with 5 million galaxies on the inside and they're just little girls. Why am I even comparing? 

Because they're little giggling girls and they were the ones loved by him. 

 "I'll never understand how you can stand there seeing me crying and not do anything"

 If I die now these days, like my grandma years back, I wish that no one really cares or suffers, much like continuing as they've been all this time.