when I went kamikaze on us

 I made it in a way that you wouldn't be able to miss me, think of me, or even think of forgiving me and coming back. I made it in a way that the hurt and the turmoil was so unbearable that you wouldn't be able to forget the pain and disturbance more than you would be able to remember the love. But thus did I destroy the love absolutely? Not on my end, as I still feel it everyday with the same feeling of immensity.