WHERE DO I TAKE THIS PAIN OF MINE?
THIS STRONG AND HEAVY CHAIN
THAT IS DRAGGING ME WITH NO MERCY
INTO A DEEP AND ENDLESS HOLE;
I TRY TO RUN BUT IT'S ALWAYS HERE,
AND I SCREAM AND CRY MY SORROWS
ASKING FOR SOMEONE TO RESCUE ME,
KNOWING FROM THE START THERE'S NO ONE.
I FIGHT BUT MY STRENGTH ISN'T ENOUGH...
LET ME REST IN YOUR BODY
TILL THERE ARE NO MORE TEARS TO DROP,
HOLD ME UNTIL THEY SLEEP,
LET THE PAIN DIE OF EXHAUSTION:
I'M DELIVERING MYSELF AWAY,
SAYING FAREWELL TO THE THINGS,
THE FEW THINGS, THAT MADE ME STRUGGLE,
THE SAME THAT GAVE ME THOSE TEARS
WHICH WERE FALLING FOR KNOWING
THAT THEY WERE NEVER THERE,
WHERE I SEARCHED SO DESPERATELY.