after all the carnage I don't know who is still alive

I still love everyone I left behind 

If you were ever loved by me know that I wish you well and I still live in hell 

Now death is all around. Bombs are falling upon us. Suddenly we're attacked by others on the streets. Thousands and thousands killed. Everyone is facing dread. A stressful environment 24/7. We succumbed. The children were blown in pieces. Our heart has break. Ten thousand times. Millions a day. 

No one is safe. What happened to the human race?