To be a being...

 To be a being that doesn't know how to be
I'm always just too sober and with nowhere to go

Seldom I think of running away with you
but I still know you're no good for me
or for yourself

I never try to find the will to overcome it
I only fight to go on and do it
'cause if I think about it I won't

Knowing that it's not worth it
anything you do
won't matter a thing
and everything's been written
I'm just a clown in this game