A love of my own

 I have loved you 
and adored you
I have worshipped you
and tried to ignore you

But nothing really feels the same anymore

I have dwelt in thoughts of your arms
and your kiss and your heart
I have rendered a thousand dreams
and had so many visions of what we could be

But nothing really feels the same anymore

I'm still here waiting to see whatever happens
though I guess I've lost my momentum
for making you feel my love
because you said you weren't available
some times no more

I wish you'd see what I see
I wish you come running close to me
not in person, because I know we can't,
but sending me a letter that I wouldn't forget.