Even after all the heartbreak I had so many times over so many people that I trustes all my life, I still kept being naive enough to see people with rose-coloured glasses and attached myself emotionally. That ended these last years, thankfully, finally I have grown out of all that "seeing the good side of people or their potential/essence"; I became more like what Oprah said about "if someone shows you who they are, believe it". Even if it's not all that they are, I don't care anymore, I am traumatized enough to get away instantaneously, thank you very much.
There's a reason why no one ever felt like home completely to me; it's because they weren't. I never found my home. I never had one truly. I'll never have my own true love with me and that's one of the saddest things ever. Everyone I trusted ended up lying and cheating, betraying and abandoning me.
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