I chose to live in consonant with what I feel.

Looking back, I can genuinely say that all the mistakes I made were fruit of not having had the opportunity to think thoroughly about things before. 

Given that everything I did was just with what I knew then, I can't blame myself for the actual decisions in which I was mainly the carrier. 

Having always been a firm apologist of responsibility and accountability for people's actions and decisions, I have realised in time that what is conscious should be treated accordingly and what mostly isn't should be as well. Each to each. As things are.