How could you give so much of yourself to others if you were empty?

 How could you give so much when you didn't have anything?
I guess you were just giving what you saw in each and everyone of them. 
And still, from the emptiness, the ashes, you did rise and gather some strength to give joy and love to others. What a beautiful creature you turned out to be. Not the crow at all, but again a pretty phoenix. 

You had lost everything, the ones you loved so much and were accustomed to for so many years everyday in contact, but then you reinvented yourself as once before. Oh girl, you really fought your way out, grabbed to anything you could, and so much that meanwhile you found out!

I'm glad you pulled yourself together somehow. It's really hard to carry on most of the times and you made it through once more. Probably just to fall down the hill again in a while, but I can tell you're actually becoming a pro climber as you recover faster each time you fall. 

That ability of being the observer, even when you're completely numb, still being able to see the spark in others and not being able to be without making something for someone who is downtrodden too, that was what made you rise to the situations this time. 
It was Love, in the end it was Love, for others, that saved you too.