Reach out to your darkness, try to see its origin and nurture it like it's what she has never had to begin with and therefore she is, all of these feelings and sensations: ache, sorrow, decadence, jealousy, envy, greed, gluttony, lust, luxury, loneliness, vice, wrath, sloth, pride, vengeance, angriness, shame, guilt, fear, grief, despair, depression, doubt, frustration, evilness, loss, hate, deception, fatigue, heartbrokenness, complaints, discouragement, alienation, fury, offense, rage, powerlessness, numbness, overwhelmingness, rejection, negation, stressfulness, aggressiveness, repugnancy, preoccupation, lifelessness, uselessness, weariness, worthlessness, disappointment, bitterness, wrongness, cowardice, anguish... and so on.

(written some months ago on Instagram with my picture of hand and its shadow almost touching)