Digging and delayering myself, I've found and admitted that I need someone who is innately evolved and heart opened that I can count on and that wants and can take care of me.  After the arduous labour of deconditioning, self-knowledge and ego suppression, maintaining the awakeness and awareness and the permanent process and observing closely when it's so automated it reaches a state of transcendence. And nothing else can really happen to you without you defusing it instantaneously. I guess this is, unknowingly, the main and essential goal of someone who starts to do the necessary change to be a better human.

19/06/2020