All alone

 I'm all alone in this world

When I've been sick

With no one to take care of me

I always thought it had to be

Just like this because no one cares

And I couldn't drag anyone too

But today I admit finally

That I am deep inside weak

And too fragile

And all I wanted was someone 

Who cared for me

Loved me as I am

And not let me go

I wished that there was such person

Now realising all this

And that there is no one for me

Makes me sad for the first time

Over this very simple fact

That I'll always be alone.

*I always thought that is what I wanted because also if someone stayed he or I would eventually die and that would cause suffer too. Either way there is no escape from some kind of suffer, is there?